Monday, June 05, 2006
She is a lunatic, no?
Well after spending ALL of yesterday thinking that Please was dead I am happy to report that Please is very much not dead. Please actually measured 3 days ahead and had a very strong heartbeat of 182 BPM. I even woke up feeling nauseated again, and was actually happy about that. So I am feeling like a lunatic today.
It was really bad yesterday though (not the nausea). I had so convinced myself and poor Mr. M that things had gone badly that I was trying to figure out the best day this week for a D&C. I think I am going to put a call into my RE today to see what she recommends to do about the anxiety. It cannot be good for me or Please.
This is the longest we have ever made it. I have never been 9W1D pregnant (with a live fetus) before. I guess symptoms really can come and go and things still be OK.
Finally, I am extremely grateful for the kind words yesterday. They helped me maintain what little is left of my sanity. Thank you.
It was really bad yesterday though (not the nausea). I had so convinced myself and poor Mr. M that things had gone badly that I was trying to figure out the best day this week for a D&C. I think I am going to put a call into my RE today to see what she recommends to do about the anxiety. It cannot be good for me or Please.
This is the longest we have ever made it. I have never been 9W1D pregnant (with a live fetus) before. I guess symptoms really can come and go and things still be OK.
Finally, I am extremely grateful for the kind words yesterday. They helped me maintain what little is left of my sanity. Thank you.
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Dear Stephanie, I've been away and am so very glad to get the fantastic resolution at the same time as the DBT worries. I'm so happy for you. Good job, Please! Keep doing what you're doing!
I am so glad that Please is doing so well. It is such a relief.
Thank you for updating us so soon. I was really worried about your and Please.
YEA!!! Your baby is doing great!! Very exciting!
Thank you for updating us so soon. I was really worried about your and Please.
YEA!!! Your baby is doing great!! Very exciting!
Stephanie, I am so happy and relieved that Please is thriving. That's a great heartbeat. Congratulations on making it to a new pregnancy milestone!
It is so hard not to worry. I am a wreck most of the time, and I haven't had the losses you have. Hopefully, as things go on looking good, you will be able to relax a little.
Stephanie, I didn't realize we're due date buddies until just now. For the first month or so after finding out, I felt totally fine and it scared me to death. I thought for sure it meant a missed miscarriage. I can't even imagine how much scarier this would be with previous losses.
I'm so glad Please is great, and I hope you can banish those DBT soon.
I'm so glad Please is great, and I hope you can banish those DBT soon.
I haveb't been here for such a long time and som many things have happened. I am most glad to read about your great news from yesterday!!!!
Going strong you are!
Wonderful!
N
Going strong you are!
Wonderful!
N
I'm in tears reading your post. So Happy for you! What a strong little Please! Great job.
Congratulations on a new milestone!
Congratulations on a new milestone!
Oh what a relief, Stephanie, i am so pleased! Please sounds as if it's doing really well. Hoping that this is as far as you need to get for things to be ok.
A lunatic? No way! Just a Mommy-to-be who's been through a lot. I am so happy that things are going well. Sending good thoughts your way!!
Glad to hear that Please is doing well. Hope that helps your anxiety at least a little.
Take care and wishing you the very best
Take care and wishing you the very best
No, you're not a lunatic! It's totally understandable that you'd have those sort of worries. And, you know, the come-n-go symptoms don't help one bit, in that respect.
Anyway, I'm thrilled that you got good news today. I hope things continue on this most excellent path.
Anyway, I'm thrilled that you got good news today. I hope things continue on this most excellent path.
Glad to hear everything is ok. DBT are very scary, hopefully your doc will understand that and offer some suggestions.
Glad to hear all is well with Please. I'd ask the doctor about Zoloft as it would probably help with DBT.
That's so, so wonderful!!! I think you are right to think about confronting the anxiety - though it probably won't really go away. In the meantime, congratulations.
And oh, you've been tagged. Should you care to participate, check my blog :)
And oh, you've been tagged. Should you care to participate, check my blog :)
Glad all is well! (I'm sorry I didn't read yesterday's post before today, or I surely would've tried to ease your fears.) But I think that the fact you've made it this far is a great sign.
Glad you had a great ultrasound report! Congratulations :)
The anxiety hasn't yet gone away for me and I'm at 23w1d. It's so darned hard to let it go, when you've gone through so much.
Try to enjoy every day as you can.
The anxiety hasn't yet gone away for me and I'm at 23w1d. It's so darned hard to let it go, when you've gone through so much.
Try to enjoy every day as you can.
I'm very happy to hear that things are going well with "Please". Thank you for updating! Congrats on making it this far! Talk to your OB about the anxiety... maybe they have a magic rabbit to help out with that...
Yay! I missed the drama, but I SOOO understand it. I went through precisely the same thing at right about the same time. SO glad it was good news.
i cant tell you how happy i am. please - you are doing your thing and making mommy very happy and all her friends just as happy.
I just found your blog is online again, couldn't get to it for a while so didn't know you were doing so well. I saw a clinical psych for pretty bad depression after my first m/c and he said he would not sign me off because he thought I'd need to go and see him again if/when I got pregnant again.
Well, I have, but it only lasted 5 weeks, so not time to make an appointment. But I think I will go and see him if I ever have a longer pregnancy...
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Well, I have, but it only lasted 5 weeks, so not time to make an appointment. But I think I will go and see him if I ever have a longer pregnancy...
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